Tag Archives: anorexia

Cycles patterns energy adrenaline

Sleep has not been happening so much these days. And it’s the first week in March. March in general is a high energy time. Bouncy, buzzy, giggly, goofy, maybe perhaps some may say a hypomanic time of year, spring, even … Continue reading

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Can I write this?

I’ve been feeling guilty and anxious all day. For many reasons…. one of them being what I wrote last night. So instead of fighting the urge to go back and delete, or edit to make the picture more flattering, I … Continue reading

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On “How to Disappear Completely”

There are so many things that we don’t know about eating disorders. Culture? Society? Biology? Genetics? I have been obsessively searching for the “why” for nearly ten years. Society on the one hand makes sense to me. Just look at … Continue reading

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No judgment on food

I have this coworker. She is a lovely, kind-hearted woman, and she is pretty easy as far as coworkers go. Yet. Almost every day, multiple time a day, she says things like: “I was so good last night, I xyz..” … Continue reading

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Breaking the cycle

Breaking the cycle is serving matzoh ball soup to my friend-family and giving everyone– including me– two large matzoh balls and plenty of broth. Breaking the cycle is giving myself as much as I give to others. Breaking the cycle … Continue reading

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Friday night ramblings

There are many things I want to learn more about, either as part of my own process or from purely an intellectual/academic perspective. However, many things that I consider from an intellectual/academic perspective actually are applicable to my own process. … Continue reading

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